The atmosphere of your home is filled with absolute terror. Nothing feels homely. You stay hyper-attuned and hyper-focused on different things. You can detect their mood from the way they’re walking, their footsteps. You observe small things like their facial expressions to know what mood they are in. You become an emotional thermometer, don’t you? You always try to know what is coming for you because there always is something going on. Such a house never sees peace. Celebrations? What are those? There are no birthdays celebrated because, on every single occasion, something bad happens. I’m telling you my story: we never celebrated anything because we knew something horrible was going to happen, and our parents were going to fight just on the eve of something. They never disappointed us, so that house becomes a horror house—a dead house. There is nothing but demonic energy, which you absorb as terror. You never feel any peace; you cannot relax; you cannot deeply breathe. Even when you’re distracted—let’s say with headphones on your ears—you’re still listening. That’s why it has become so difficult for you to sleep because small sounds wake you up. Hyperactivation of the nervous system—that’s what it’s called.
5. Financial Instability and Control
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