There is a dense, evil energy in the house all the time. It feels as if the air is heavy. If you have experienced it, you know what I’m talking about—share your experiences in the comments below. Whenever you enter that house, it feels like there are Draculas within, as if it’s a place where vampires live. There’s darkness all around, and you can’t even breathe. Almost instantly, your mood shifts. You were happy, and now all of a sudden, you’re sad, but you don’t know why. Yes, there is a psychological explanation for this: your house, that home, is associated with trauma, and that naturally shifts your psychological state. But there is also a spiritual explanation to this. I always associate narcissism with demonic forces, evil energy, and I believe that plays a huge role in all of this. That’s why there’s so much density, so much heaviness, and why nothing feels okay. You can’t rest in that house; there is no peace. No matter where you go, that energy seems to follow you. The crazy thing is, you have nightmares when you’re in that house—stuff chasing you like demonic things, spirits. What can I tell you? I used to have non-epileptic or pseudo-seizures in my sleep, and then someone would sit on my chest almost every single day. I would freeze and feel like someone or something was sleeping behind me. Maybe it was psychological because it completely vanished once I left. Maybe there was a spiritual aspect to it—who knows? I believe it was both.
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3. Loneliness and Isolation
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