Number three: You master emotional shapeshifting and know exactly how to adjust your energy to deescalate a dangerous situation. This is a form of supreme emotional intelligence. In a healthy relationship, you can just be yourself. But with a narcissist, being yourself was often dangerous. So you learned to be fluid. You learned to read the temperature of the narcissist the second they walked through the door. If they came home angry, you instantly became invisible and quiet. If they were looking for a fight, you knew how to gray rock and become boring. If they needed an ego boost, you knew exactly which words to use to flatter them and buy yourself safety. You became a master of deescalation. You learned to modulate your tone, body language, and energy to match what the predator needed in that moment to avoid being attacked. In the outside world, this translates to an uncanny ability to navigate social hierarchies. You can talk to a CEO, a toddler, or an angry stranger, and you instinctively know how to mirror them to create safety, not to abuse. You are an emotional chameleon, not a fake chameleon. You are highly adaptive; you can navigate high-conflict situations like nobody else.
Number four: You develop radical independence or hyper-independence and learn to fix every problem yourself because you never had a safety net. This is the polymath effect. A polymath is someone who is an expert in many different subjects. When you are with a narcissist, you cannot ask for help. Asking for help comes with a price tag. They will either mock you for not knowing or hold the help over your head for the next ten years: “Remember when I fixed your car? You owe me.” So you stopped asking and instead started learning. You taught yourself how to fix the sink. You learned how to file complex taxes yourself. You figured out how to navigate the legal system. You became your own therapist, your own accountant, and your own best friend. You developed figure-it-out intelligence. While most people are paralyzed by a problem they have never seen before, you just dive in. You have an unshakable belief that if you don’t do it, nobody will. Does that feel debilitating? Yes. But you still do it. You’re the only reliable person you’ve got. This makes you incredibly resourceful yet alone at the same time. You can build a life out of scraps; you can turn a dollar into ten. You have an IQ for survival that cannot be taught in school; it is forged in the absence of support.
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