The third spiritual payment is their inner peace. Living disconnected from your soul is spiritually exhausting. It comes at a cost. The narcissist has to constantly guard against any moment of genuine connection that may crack the facade, and that’s why they hate vulnerability. They become extremely paranoid that someone—someone like you—may see through to their wounded soul. That’s why you become their worst nightmare the moment you do.
When the narcissist knows you know, what do they do? They start stepping back. They start discarding you. They start ghosting you because they know they have no power over you anymore, and they feel really ashamed of themselves. More so, they feel like a failure.
The fourth spiritual payment is their divine relationships. Real intimacy becomes impossible because intimacy requires soul-level vulnerability, and vulnerability is exactly what they traded away in their deal with the devil. Yes, they are surrounded by people but spiritually isolated from every soul around them.
Finally, the ultimate spiritual payment is their connection to divine truth itself. They become so invested in their false narrative, in their false self, that they lose the ability to distinguish between spiritual truth and their illusions. They start believing their own lies, self-gaslighting, and become trapped in a spiritual prison of their own making, cut off from the light of divine wisdom.
You have seen how they can lie with complete conviction. Where does that come from? It’s as if they have lost their connection to truthfulness. You have witnessed how they can hurt you and then act like nothing happened. Their soul is dead. Their conscience has been silenced. They did it to themselves. Nobody else. You have experienced how they can twist reality to make you question your own intuition, your spiritual perceptions, your discernment. This is because they are operating from a place where they have already shunned light and made the dark trade. They’ve already chosen their false ego, their false self over their authentic soul. They’re dead. There is nobody you can save. The decision has been made. They are going to maintain this false self at any cost because it is the most important thing to them. Should I say it’s the only thing they have left? If that is taken away, then they will stop existing—zero nothingness, pure nothingness. And that is worse than death to a narcissist.
You need to understand you’re dealing with someone who is committed to spiritual deception. You’re not talking to their authentic soul; it’s not getting through. You’re talking to a carefully constructed character who will say whatever they need to maintain control of the spiritual narrative. You need to accept this because this understanding will give you clarity.
When you allow yourself to fully understand that the narcissist has chosen delusions over divine reality, you will stop expecting them to suddenly become spiritually reasonable or to accept God. When you understand that they have traded their soul’s empathy for everything that is temporary, you will stop expecting them to care about how their actions affect your spirit because they do not care.
Make a choice—a choice that changes your future. Let it help you love yourself, your truth, your voice, and everything that you stand for. For it is when you are home, when you are one with yourself, and when you truly appreciate your divinity, you will be able to live your purpose and thrive in the realest sense possible.
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