When you leave a narcissist, they secretly wish the worst for you and silently ask God to destroy your health and stability. Why? Because in their mind, you are the one who got away, and they truly believe that they are the ones who have been victimized and traumatized by your behavior. Your decision to leave feels like betrayal to them, and betrayal is something they simply cannot tolerate. It’s a stab in the heart. They twist reality so deeply that your healthy choice to leave feels like a direct attack on their existence. In their distorted perspective, they beg God with tears, pleading for the harshest punishments to fall upon you as revenge for their perceived suffering.
Number One: God, Destroy Them
Break their pride. Make them crawl back and beg for my love, just so I can abandon them one more time. The first thing a narcissist desperately begs God for is your complete and utter destruction. They do not just want to see you gone from their life; they want to see everything you build without them collapse. They imagine you losing your home, your job, your support, your peace, and your dignity because they feel you have harmed them. They can’t accept that you escaped them. In their world, leaving equals betrayal, and betrayal deserves harsh punishment. They believe that by choosing to walk away, you have insulted their worth and exposed their weaknesses. Your ability to thrive without them makes them feel small, unwanted, and irrelevant. So they beg God to bring you down in ways they feel justified in asking for. They want you to suffer in ways they cannot publicly admit. They want your friendships to break, your career to stall, and your joy to fade. They hope that if you are stripped of everything you created in your healing, you will come crawling back—not out of love, but for survival. When you do, they fantasize about standing over you with the same coldness they always hid behind the charm and fake niceness. Your downfall is not just a desire for revenge; it is a desperate attempt to repair the injury your escape caused their ego. They can’t handle the proof that you were never the weak one, so they beg the divine to make it look like you failed without them, even if the truth is the opposite.
Number Two: God, Curse Them
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