A Glimpse into the Narcissist’s Psyche
It seems like I am attracting them, but in a different way, as if the universe is giving me a chance to peek into their minds and understand their world differently. In this session, I discovered the psychedelic experience this narcissist indulged in. You might expect that they faced their fears, encountered their shame, overcame their insecurities, and integrated some of the deepest, darkest parts of themselves—but that did not happen at all. As I said, narcissists are miserable, and that’s exactly what became evident during that journey.
When the inner world of this narcissist started opening up, things began to lose color. That’s exactly what they told me: everything felt irritating and meaningless, as if it had no life whatsoever. The things that people find joy in—the simple pleasures like patterns, flowers, and the beauty of the Earth’s geography—were invisible to this narcissist. For them, there was nothing but pure grayness.
Towards the end of their journey, they experienced their entire meaningless world turning into a small bubble that simply popped. I asked what was there after that. Nothing. It was black and white, meaningless, lifeless. They felt irritated, sad, and miserable.
So, this answers the question: can things like ayahuasca or psychedelic-assisted therapy help narcissists? Of course not, because this person entered the experience hoping for things to change, but emerged feeling worse than before. Truth be told, narcissists embody a demonic energy—a destructive force driven by envy, greed, pride, and profound spiritual emptiness, which is what they encountered. Their abuse is more than psychological; it’s spiritual warfare.
Conclusion
It is an assault on your very soul, intended to destroy your connection with your inner divinity and peace. When you courageously step away from the darkness, reclaim your power, and begin to heal, the narcissist loses their spiritual shield, which you were. Without you to absorb and transmute their negativity, they face the full force of their destructive energies returning to them. Your departure initiates their spiritual unraveling. You are the light holding back their self-inflicted darkness—a protective energy they selfishly took for granted.
Now, in your absence, they face the full spiritual consequences of their actions: alone, isolated, and utterly vulnerable.
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