When God decides it’s time to elevate you as a narcissistic abuse survivor and to forever end those cycles of pain, you will go through some of the most difficult times in your life. You will experience phases that can feel like walking on fire. You will feel everything from hopelessness and deep sadness to enlightenment. But where does this pain come from? It arises from the process of seeing the truth for what it is.
Imagine living in an illusion, a fantasy world where you have justified the actions of the narcissist. You might have convinced yourself that you are worthless because of your traumatic history, which shapes your reality. Then, someone comes along and doesn’t just tell you, “Oh no, you are worthy”; they show you. This revelation is so profound that you cannot ignore it. You must accept it as truth. While this brings a great deal of relief, it is also a rude awakening. It shatters all the false constructs you were forced to believe in, revealing that the shame you have carried for so long was never yours; it was projected onto you by others who didn’t want to carry it themselves.
This process is transformative yet painful, incorporating ultimate truths into your vision and expanding your understanding as a human being. What truth am I talking about? Let’s explore that in today’s episode of The Rude Awakening Process.
Stage 1: Spiritual Turmoil
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