Number four: they beg God to punish you for leaving your spouse or for walking away from your parents, especially if you divorced them or created distance to protect your mental health. This is where the narcissist’s delusion takes a religious turn. They use God as a weapon, hiding their bitterness behind moral language. In their mind, they’re more than angry; they believe they’re spiritually justified in asking for your utter destruction. To them, you didn’t make a hard choice to survive; you committed a grave sin. They cling to the idea that divorce is evil, that walking away from a parent is rebellion, that loyalty means tolerating abuse. They ignore the pain, the trauma, and the isolation you endured. Instead, they paint themselves as victims of your disloyalty. They say things like, “God hates divorce” or “Honor your parents.” Because they live by those values, they do it. Why? Because those words make their revenge look righteous. They do not pray for your healing; they pray for your punishment. They want God to make an example out of you, to rain down shame and suffering so you learn your lesson that walking away from them was the ultimate offense. In their eyes, you’re not a survivor; you’re a traitor, and traitors deserve wrath. So they ask God to bring that wrath cloaked in morality, driven by ego.
Number Five: Invading Your Dreams
Disturbingly, a narcissist begs God to invade your dreams. They want to seep into your subconscious mind, showing up when your defenses are lowest. They do not want to be remembered fondly; they want to be remembered painfully. Their deepest insecurity is being erased from your heart, mind, and life. So they beg God not for love or reunion, but for haunting nights. They want your dreams to confuse you. They want you to wake up with a heaviness sitting on your chest and question whether you have truly healed or not. If they cannot be in your life physically, they want access to you spiritually. They want access to you through memories, symbols, flashbacks, and sudden waves of grief. To them, being the villain in your subconscious is better than being forgotten entirely. They hope you see their face at night and wake up doubting your strength. They pray you hear their voice in your sleep and carry the ache into your day. Even in your healing, they want to be a bruise you keep touching. If you ever speak about these dreams or these intrusions, they will call it a sign that you’re still obsessed. But they know the truth: they prayed for this, they manifested this. This is their demonic energy. Any emotional disturbance, even one that comes from your sleep, is a win in their book. It means they still live in you, even if you no longer want them there.
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