Number two, some narcissists experience a delurgasm when eating. Delusion plus orgasm makes delurgasm. Let me explain it further. My father used to tell us all sorts of stories when eating. He would intentionally wait and watch us all come together. The moment we would start eating, there he goes, talking about his day and how he shamed a certain person, how he belittled the person who works under him, how he received all the admiration in the office, and how everybody was admiring him, how he defeated his colleagues at work and proved he knew more than them. It would not stop there. He would go on to relive the same excitement he felt when bringing those people down in reality or in his fantasy. We, as observers, especially me, could see that grandiosity, arrogance, pride, entitlement, delusion, and narcissism oozing out of his facial expressions as he kept on living that fantasy. Nobody knows if he was feeding us a bunch of lies or telling the truth. But how is it possible that he was the only person to win every single time or he was the hero or the savior in every situation he would share with us? This is the reason why I call it delurgasm. For these people, narrating these stories is like experiencing an orgasm, but of course, of their delusions. They live their fantasies and feel the excitement as they get supply from those who are listening. Back then, as children, we believed it, which is what we call shared fantasy. His fantasy became our fantasy. I remember imagining him doing those things he would share with us, things he would talk about. You know, that got all of us curious. He got our attention. We would listen, nod our heads, and ask questions, especially his co-narcissistic wife, who pretended to listen only to give him supply and to make a fool out of him.
3. Some narcissists eat meticulously as if seeking perfection.
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